So today I had a very productive day of sleep. Yes, I think that is productive. You need your mind and body to rest for hours at some point in life. Since I have been sick and trying to complete my class this semester, my body almost put me into a state of heck to the nah nah nah. Funny how my position at work encourages me to tell people how to care for themselves, and I don't do that for myself. Why is it always easier to make sure everyone else is ok? Take care of yourself! Get some sleep! Don't stress so much! Pray about it! Money isn't everything! Bill will always be there! But tell yourself that and you want to punch yourself in the throat.
My last post was from March...so much has happened but let me nutshell it. In April, my boyfriend and I break up (long story). The day after my birthday he decides to try to take his life, which I find him and get him the much needed help. Yes, most that know me well enough know my feelings on this and rightly so. So I am in a new pad with Hayleigh, playing single mom again. Hayden is doing awesome on his own. That boy is TJ junior for sure. Friends old and new have been so supportive and understanding. I just try to be strong and power through like I always have. And yes, sometimes it is too much....but......I just have to keep going. I can't give up on finding happiness in all aspects of my life.
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