So these past couple of weeks have been a personal challenge for me. I have had to decide if I had enough strength to power through the thoughts of giving up and move forward. I cried for a couple of hours one night. Just completely empty of all motivation to keep going. I have always kept going to fight another day. Last week just this one day, everything came to a head. I didn't want to go home, I didn't know what to do, I just wanted to crawl in hole. I sat there and analyzed why I was feeling this way. Of course while this is happening, someone I care about decides to be honest with me about our relationship. It wasn't what I wanted to hear. I am crushed. It was the last thing I needed to crumble on the inside. Well, I guess I needed exactly that. From that point, I decided to salvage what I had left of my inner strength and build from it. One day and one baby step at a time. What's the worst that can happen? I become stronger....ok.
When you want to compare sanity levels...